Hey everyone, welcome to the last blog of the year!
And what a year it has been…with some of my greatest highs and some of my lowest lows. I wish I could say this roller coaster was for me only, but based on the memes I keep seeing on Facebook, 2016 has been one of the most difficult years for many people, and not just because of celebrity deaths.
Though I do wish to pay tribute to some of my favorites who passed this year, those who have inspired and left behind a legacy no one will soon forget: David Bowie, Alan Rickman, Anton Yelchin, Ron Glass, John Glenn, and Carrie Fisher. Not to belittle all those who passed in 2016, but these five were the ones that hit me the hardest.
Looking Back on 2016
2016 started on a heart-breaking note for me, as my relationship at the time was already coming apart. I’d spent the holidays alone, and it was one of the loneliest times of my life… On top of that, I had failed to get Burning Skies out in November as I had originally planned, 6 months after book 1’s release.
While production of The Orc War Campaigns was in full swing, I wasn’t sure it was going to do well. I was scared that fans wouldn’t accept that as a substitute for the delayed release of Burning Skies. I wasn’t sure the story would do well. But I was looking forward to exploring my own wounds in the story…
In fact, as a reader recently pointed out to me, I have infused my past relationship failures into my writing a lot lately. At the beginning of 2016, I was full of cynicism and anger, I’d given up on relationships. I couldn’t bear another heartbreak…
Never-the-less, I trudged forward. I said “Hell with it” and focused all of my efforts on writing and getting my name out there. This year I had my first table at a convention, that of Starfest 2016, and sold several novels there! It was an exciting beginning, and sales for book 1 were relatively steady in general at this point.
Then I attended Anomaly Con, a steampunk convention in the Denver area, and met some amazing authors! In fact, of all of the conventions I’ve attended, I think Anomaly Con had the best organization for Author’s Row.
Better still, one of the most important introductions of my life was made that weekend: I met fellow author Beck Stewart. And while I didn’t know it at the time, that brief introduction late Saturday night would become the love of my life… :)
Burning Skies Release
While the Orc War Campaigns had to go on a mid-season hiatus, this led to the successful release of the 2nd novel of the Sword of Dragons series, Burning Skies, and what a release it was! I had an amazing release party with family and friends, and in the first couple months of release, I sold dozens of copies!
I was on a high – everything was starting to go right. A couple months after the release, Beck and I started dating, and interest in my novels was on the rise. Though terrified at one point that I was going to lose my mother, she pulled through, and the middle of 2016 was one of the best times of my life :D
But alas, not all would continue to go so well. Sales for both book 1 and book 2 suddenly just…stopped. No gradual draw-down, no indication it would happen, just all of a sudden…
And as 2016 comes to an end, sales continue to be almost non-existent. Honestly I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong… Advertising campaigns on Amazon are no longer drawing interest, and all attempts to get others to buy my novels have failed. And while The Orc War Campaigns has completed successfully…I’ve received no feedback. I don’t even know if anyone has read it.
As a writer, right now, I feel like a complete failure. Months of negligible sales, including at a convention this fall, no more fan mail, it’s like everyone just…forgot about the Sword of Dragons.
I’m not sure where to go from here. I’m trudging along on book 3, though running into a bit of writer’s block (3 days to write 1 chapter? That’s bad…) And I don’t know what else I could do to boost sales.
Ending 2016 On A High Note
But for all of the despair I feel about writing, I can’t end this article on a low note. Because for all of that, there are also some amazing things going on in my life! My relationship continues to grow, and I got to spend a usually depressing time of the year with my girlfriend and our families!
In fact, writing aside, this turned out to be one of the best years of my life! :D And while I really hope I can turn my writing career around in 2017, I am so glad to no longer have to face it all alone. I am so glad to have a companion in life, a writing partner, a cosplay partner, and my best friend :)
For all of the darkness in 2016, my Starshine has lit up my life in a way no one else could ever do.
Plans for 2017
For 2017, I want to try to get The Orc War Campaigns into print this year. But more important is my desire to release book 3 of the Sword of Dragons by the end of May…and I honestly don’t know if I can.
The Orc War Campaigns took up more of my time than I expected, and I fell waaaay behind. Between that and my bout of writer’s block…I’m really afraid I won’t make it in time. Maybe a novel every year is an unrealistic expectation for myself. I’m really not sure. I also don’t want to rush out a mediocre product. I want book 3 to be at least as good as books 1 and 2.
So that’s a decision I’ll have to make in the next few months – try to keep to the schedule, or delay book 3’s release…. Which would you prefer, my dear readers? Try to get it out on time, or take my time on it and shoot for a winter release?
On that note, I wish you all a fantastic New Years tonight! Be safe, have fun, and I’ll see you in 2017!
Thanks for reading :)