It’s time for another Secrets of the Cronal update! Today I’m really pleased to bring you the chapter titles from the upcoming release.
One of my favorite things to do when a new Harry Potter book came out was to read the chapter titles and try to guess what each chapter would be about, and there was just something magical about it. I admit, that was part of the reason I decided to name my chapters when I published book 1!
So, without further ado, I present to you the chapter titles from The Sword of Dragons Book 3 – Secrets of the Cronal
The Seal of the Covenant
The Dwarf of Serelik
An Unexpected Visitor
The Sylaric Stone
Under the Shadows of the Moons
Fires of Jealousy
The Celestial Spires
Into the Web
Sea of Magic
The Deep City
The Morning After
The Grand Sanctuary
Guardian of Secrets
The Whispering Tree
Strength in Shadow
Over the Wall
The Final Piece
Battle of the Cronal
The Great Library
The Greater Good
I admit, I struggled with thinking of chapter titles this time around, but once I named them all and read through the book in the latest round of proofreading and editing, I felt like every single one was perfectly named :)
I’ll be working on updating the Sword of Dragons website with a new section specifically for book 3, where these chapter titles will be listed as well, until the pre-order and cover reveal is completed.
Thanks for reading everyone, I hope you’re as excited as I am for the coming release! The next update will be the back of the book blurb, and then after that, the cover reveal and release date :D
In less than 10 hours, 2020 shall be upon us, and then all of the “2020 vision” jokes can stop! Or, you know, continue undaunted ;)
As I always do, I’d like to take a moment to look back upon the past year, and see what’s over the horizon. So come with me on a journey through time, from past, to present, and into the future!
2019 – Self-Publishing Success, NaNoWriMo, Home Purchase, Injury and Surgery
In November 2018, I took a gamble and published 2nd editions of my first two novels, along with an anthology of short stories. It was a risky move – why would books that have already been out sell better as 2nd editions? But the vastly-improved covers, the better edits, and the more aggressive marketing campaign paid off.
In 2019, I made more in sales and Kindle Unlimited reads in a single year than in all of the previous years combined! If there is no other reason to, then that alone is reason enough to celebrate!
But there’s more – I started writing more regularly again, and with one last hurrah with NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month,) I finished the first draft of book 3 of the Sword of Dragons saga! By far, this was the most complicated story I have ever told, with countless moving parts and story threads, all converging in the final quarter of the novel.
I’m so excited!
Unlike 2018, however, in 2019 I barely traveled. A couple of small road trips here and there, one of which was to see family, but otherwise our great focus was on finally getting out of apartments, and into a house of our own. It was effort, time, and money well spent, and while our little corner of Earth may not be perfect, it’s ours :)
I wish I could say that all of 2019 was positive, but unfortunately, this was not so. Towards the end of summer, as I walked through the kitchen, suddenly my right hip screamed in pain and I fell to the floor, unable to stand or walk. While I slowly regained the ability to use my leg over the next couple of days, I knew something was terribly wrong.
After multiple visits to multiple doctors, x-rays, MRI’s, and CT scans, the doctors came to the conclusion that I had a hip impingement and torn labrum caused by a deformed femur joint. Apparently I’ve had this all of my life, but over time it has been wearing on the labrum, until this year when it finally gave up and began to separate from the hip itself.
Which led to an arthroscopic surgery, my first major surgery ever. In a way, it wasn’t too terribly invasive – two small cuts, one to stick a scope in, the other to stick instruments in to work on the hip. But it required a lot of work on my hip, including ‘tacking’ the labrum up, reshaping the bone, and generally cleaning things up in the hip. It essentially crippled me for several weeks, and a full recovery will take about six months.
It’s been a difficult time for me, someone who has always placed importance on my independence and ability to contribute around the house. My wife has had to shoulder so much, and I am so grateful for all that she has done. She’s taken care of me, worked tirelessly to keep the house in order, and held me through the hardest nights. My wonderful Starshine :)
2020 – Recovery, Publication, and Bringing Sentinels Back
What’s in store for 2020? For starters, the long road to recovery shall continue. As my hip and leg regains strength, it’s time to get fit again. The injury was already starting to rear its ugly head in the 4 years prior to that terrible summer day, and I’ve exercised less and less as a result.
So 2020 will be a year that I focus on my physical health and wellness, getting back to the fitness level I once worked so long and hard to achieve. Long hikes, climbing, that sort of thing, I miss doing all of it, and I’m looking forward to being back to my old self by summer!
Furthermore, unless I get horribly negative feedback from beta readers, 2020 will be the year that book 3 is published! As before, it’ll be self-published, but the cover is already prototyped and ready for implementation, so it’s all a matter of editing and proofreading!
As for the “Bringing Back the Sentinels” comment…I’ve had wonderful inspiration and ideas for revitalizing the Chronicles of the Sentinels modern fantasy book 1, Legacy! I intend to write a more comprehensive blog on the changes coming, but I plan to fully re-write the first book to address the massive shortcomings of the original. As an interested agent put it a few years ago, the premise was good, but the characters especially needed work.
There’s a lot of other great things ahead, including a trip for a Doctor Who convention, but that, my friends, is another story :)
Until then, Happy New Year to everyone! May 2020 be the year of positive change for you :)
It’s been too long since my last post. But that’s the thing about blogging lately, I feel like I’ve lost sight of some of my original goals with this blog, while greatly achieving others.
The trials and triumphs of writing, searching for an agent, and getting published. That was what this blog was originally supposed to be about, all the way back in 2014. I was certainly a different person then, and my life was very different.
I never found an agent, though I came close a couple of times. I have, however, been published. I think my decision to become self published was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. It’s given me incredible insights into this industry, made me realize that there’s just so much more to writing than I ever realized.
Having said all of that, there’s one part of my blog’s stated goals that I’ve greatly neglected in recent months. Writing.
Granted, we bought a house recently, and as anyone who’s been through that knows, there’s a lot involved in that (including fixing up everything that was wrong with said-house in the first days after taking ownership.)
And we’re still not fully settled in.
But that’s meant I haven’t written anything in months. At least since early February, if not longer.
Furthermore, sometimes I feel like I’ve spent too much time and effort trying to advertise my published books on this blog, when that wasn’t one of the original goals. Sure, sharing my celebrations and events involved in marketing is part of it, but…well, all in all…I think it’s time I took a break from blogging. Again.
I first started considering this after I read a blog post by Rachelle Gardner. Her words resonated with me, and I realized that I felt like blog writing, right now anyway, felt too much like a chore. The joy I used to feel in blogging was gone.
Thinking even more on it, I realize that is because every time that I’ve spent time writing a blog, I felt like I could have used those precious minutes to write stories. And over the past 2 or 3 years, writing time has been scarce.
Of course, there’s a flip side to that…what do they say about writing? That to be a good writer, you need to write from experience, and that means going out there and experiencing life. And I certainly have done that in the past 3 years! I’ve had more adventures, experienced love like never before, seen and done things I’ve only dreamt of before!
It’s made me a better writer. And now, more than ever, I feel like the time is right to take advantage of that. Now is the time to write stories again.
That’s who I am at heart, a writer. So I need to go back to my roots, and focus on that. Rediscover that part of me.
Does this mean I’m shutting this blog down? Nope. It just means I’m taking an extended break for now.
But I’ll be back. That much I can promise you. My journey is still just starting, and I still want to share it with you all :)
Until then, thanks for reading, and thanks for being awesome! See you next time!
Have you ever had a story in your head that demanded to be told? Not later, not eventually, but right now?
I’ve had some interesting experiences with characters making demands (such as Kailar in book 3 telling me “This isn’t me, I would never stand for being so passive”), but this is the first time I can recall when I’ve had a story come to mind and demand that its time is now.
Nine chapters into The Sword of Dragons book 3, and all of a sudden, another unrelated story won’t stop coming to the forefront of my imagination.
It was a story I actually first had an idea for back in 2015, and I’ve been slowly jotting down plot and character ideas ever since, knowing that it would be one I’d get to eventually.
Looks like eventually is now, whether I like it or not. Every spare moment I have with my mind, I think of this story! I’ve developed a large portion of the plot, and have begun to give characters names.
And these developments are happening fast, super fast! Granted with buying a house and thus moving in the next few weeks, I won’t be able to develop and write this story nearly as quickly as I did the first draft of Chronicles of the Sentinels, but this could be something I finish quickly and can then go back to work on the Sword of Dragons books.
What would I do then? Self publishing a book takes considerable time and effort for me, would I go that route? To be honest, probably not at first. I think this is one I might have a good chance at picking up an agent with. It’s something special, or so my friends whom I’ve shared it with insist, and I feel as though it is too.
What is it, you ask? That’s the kicker…I don’t know how much about this story I should share. I’m even hesitant to share the genre, but I don’t think I could get away with sharing nothing with you all, lol. It’s a book that, in the beginning, you might think is fantasy. But early on, you realize that it isn’t. It’s sci-fi.
And I’ve debated about that revelation for awhile. Should I brand the story as sci-fi from the get go, or should I allow readers to be surprised? Of course, the fear there is that if I brand it as fantasy, fantasy readers might pick it up, and then get mad when they realize it isn’t fantasy…and good luck getting sci-fi readers to pick it up if they think it is fantasy.
All of the lessons I’ve learned over the past few years of self-publishing tell me I should market it to a target audience, and I’m uncertain how big of a readership out there is a fan of reading both genres. Am I one of the few?
I guess if I manage to land an agent and eventually a publisher, they could help me with this decision, or possibly make it for me. But then…that’s the other question. What kind of agent do I look for? An agent who represents mostly sci-fi, or fantasy?
In the long run, this would be the first book of a larger series, and the larger series would most definitely fall under the sci-fi category. So perhaps that answers my question for me: this is a sci-fi story.
I’m also wondering what existing fans of my work think of me going off to write a sci-fi. The Sword of Dragons are most definitely fantasy. But I love both genres, and believe it or not, I started in sci-fi. The Sword of Dragons books were my first pure fantasy stories. So in a way, I’m more in my element with this.
For those who are curious, I don’t think I could ever consider myself a ‘hard sci-fi’ writer. I love tech, I love learning how it works in the fictional universe. I could even tell you how most of the technology in Star Trek works. But when it comes down to it, story is more important to me. Story and characters will always be my focus.
It’s what makes a story worth telling, in my opinion.
I wanted to offer a real quick apology for not writing a blog last week. House hunting has been extremely time-consuming and stressful and before I knew what was happening, last Sunday was over O_o
Onto the blog we go – are the best stories and characters born from emotion?
The thought occurred to me late last year when I was proofreading all of my books just prior to release. As I read through them successively and rapidly, I discovered that the most recent story, The Orc War Campaigns, felt better written and more engaging as a story. And I wondered why.
There’s probably many reasons, not the least of which is, it’s my latest, so all of the lessons I’d learned up to that point were ingrained into telling the story.
But also…I wrote the characters out of real emotion.
I know I’ve talked about it before, so I don’t intend to get into details, but as I wrote Amaya’s story and her struggle to move on from an emotionally abusive relationship, I used it as a way to explore my own attempt to do the same.
And in using my own emotions and fusing them into the story, I was able to better connect with her character, as well as Zerek’s and Arkad’s.
What resulted was a writing style that felt more relaxed, more intuitive. The writing flowed, and despite being 3rd person, it felt like the story was more from their perspective rather than an objective 3rd person describing the events.
I’m also happy to have learned that others feel the same about The Orc War Campaigns. In fact, despite being the longest book I’ve written so far, folks have read through the entire book in one sitting! That tells me I definitely did something right.
Applying These Lessons to Future Stories
So now the question is, can I take this idea and write the next book in the series the same way? Can I connect more with Cardin and Kailar and write in a way that makes it easier for the reader to connect with them?
The answer, of course, is yes. But it also meant I had to go back through the chapters I wrote last year and the year before and changing them…or in the case of Kailar, rewriting them from scratch.
Actually, I’m glad to have had this revelation. I came to realize that my original plans for Kailar were far too passive in book 3, and that I needed to drastically change things.
Originally she was going to be very passive, following Letan’s orders and only occasionally letting her temper take hold and spur her to more direct action.
That’s not Kailar. It never was. Part of what makes her such an engaging character is that she is an antihero. She wants to do what’s right, but isn’t held back by the same moral constraints as Cardin is. She is much more aggressive. And now, after the events of Burning Skies, she has the power to back her aggressive and straightforward nature with direct action.
And I have to say, I enjoy writing her a lot more this way! She felt two-dimensional before, this feels more natural for her.
Another bonus to having taken a break from book 3 was that I came up with new ideas for book 3 as well as later books that I could foreshadow in book 3, especially for Cardin. His journey in book 3 starts out feeling like it’s the same as book 1 and 2, something comes up, an adventure, and he just goes along with it.
Until something tragic happens.
The tragedies of book 3 were always planned, but they’ve become even more vital after a discussion I had with our friend (and wedding photographer) Danielle, about how she felt like Cardin was never really in any danger. His powers protected him, and always evolved to save him in a life-threatening situation.
And it’s true, the Sword of Dragons makes Cardin very difficult to hurt.
Everyone else, however…not so much. Worse still for him, being the Keeper of the Sword means that his actions never affect just him, or even just his friends. He also must contend with the new paradigm of Dark Magic, and what it means for him and his future.
Book 3 will be a very personal journey for these two characters, as well as for Reis. More so than in Rise of the Forgotten or Burning Skies. All with the backdrop of an epic story unfolding!
Our wedding was wonderfully geeky, and we were very fortunate to have some incredible people participate in it and help us out! It turned out to be a perfect day, with weather better than predicted, and nothing major going wrong.
However, I want to tell the story with pictures, and our photographer is still working to get our photos to us (the preview pictures she has shown us are incredible!) But what I wanted to talk about today crosses from my wedding day to writing, and why you should never give up on yourself…
I Thought I Would Always Be Alone
My best friend (and best man) reminded me of something during the reception: when I was younger, I had a dream of a woman who was perfect for me. My definition of what that might entail evolved over the years as I grew and changed as a person, but I knew what I wanted…
And as time passed, and rejections from women grew in number, I started to despair. I started to believe that I was unlovable. This led me to some pretty bad relationships that only reinforced my belief that I was unworthy.
…but I kept trying anyway. I kept searching, even though I didn’t think anyone would ever think I was worth loving. As the years and years and years passed, no matter how much I was rejected or how many bad dates I went on, even surviving an emotionally abusive relationship, I kept trying.
And then she was there. The one who would one day become my wife. Of course I didn’t know it at the time, and I remember thinking, even when I asked if I could add her to my Facebook, “she won’t ever be interested in me.”
That led to friendship…which 4 months later led to dating, and six months later led to engagement, and a year and 3 months later, marriage.
After more than two decades of searching and dating and trying and failing and being rejected, I finally found what I had searched for. Someone who loved me, who believed I was worth loving. And when I realized this last week, I knew that I had to pass the message on to everyone else…
Keep Going. Never Give Up. Even If You Don’t Believe
The same goes for writing. Hell, the same goes for everything in life, but since this is a writing blog, let’s focus on that.
Writers get rejections, from agents and editors. But does that mean you’re unworthy, that your stories aren’t worthy, and you should stop trying? If JK Rowling had stopped trying after her first couple of rejections, Harry Potter would not be the phenomenon that it is today.
Writers get bad reviews, on Amazon and everywhere else. Does this mean that their novel is really horrible and not worth reading? If you get a few bad reviews, should you take it to heart and stop writing? Everyone gets bad reviews. Every book. Take a look at your favorite book on Amazon, no matter how good it is, and you’ll find one-star reviews. Even Ready Player One, which is now a major motion picture making millions, got one-star reviews.
What if you get published, or are self-published, and your books aren’t selling well? Should you just…stop? No. First, harkening back to a blog I wrote about an author who re-branded his books, his initial publication was getting him few sales. When he learned from his mistakes and re-branded his book, he started selling thousands of copies.
If you don’t believe in yourself, but you’re still passionate, GO FOR IT! Don’t stop!!! Keep doing it, if for no other reason than your love of it, your passion, your desire to make it, your desire to write and get readers.
Because even if it takes decades, one day, whether you believe in yourself or not, someone else might. And then your books will sell. And you’ll write more. And more. And more. And before you know it, you’ve achieved your ultimate goals.
The other option is to give up. But then you’ll be left wondering for the rest of your life, “What if?”
If I gave up…I’d never have met my Starshine. Never would have asked for her hand in marriage. Never cried the happiest tears of my life when I watched her walk down the aisle towards me.
What might you risk never seeing if you give up?
What might you never get to experience if you don’t try?
“What if I fail?” Rubbish question. “What if I succeed?” Now that is a question worth pondering…
Where do writers write? That’s an interesting question that came up when reading a blog by friend and fellow writer M.L. Humphrey. In her blog, she mentions that she writes in a dedicated office at home, while another of her friends writes in a bar.
For me, I can’t write at home. I used to be able to, but these days it’s difficult for me to find my focus when I’m at home. Usually I go to a coffee shop of some sort, throw on my ear buds, and get to work.
What happens if I try to write at home? Most often, I sit at my laptop and stare blankly at the computer screen.
Why is that? Why do I write better in a coffee shop? Why does my friend write better at home, and why does her friend write better at a bar?
Location, location, location
One of the things that caught my attention in my friend’s blog was when she says she works in a dedicated office at home. I recall reading a long time ago something about separating work life and home life, and that people who work from home need to have a dedicated space to do so.
According to several articles, one of the big reasons behind this is to maintain work/life balance. If you don’t have a dedicated home office, one blog suggests, then your temptation to check your work email or phone ‘after hours’ is strong and your home life starts to suffer.
But it also goes the other way around, I think. If you don’t have a dedicated home office to your writing pursuits, the distractions of home can be too great and make it difficult to focus on writing. Especially if you have a family. I can’t imagine how difficult it is either way for Dads and Moms with kids that aren’t yet going to school, or are on breaks from school. Distractions would abound!
But if having a home office is the answer to undistributed work, then why does going to a coffee shop work for me? Distractions abound in coffee shops, don’t they?
It all comes back down to mindset, and separating home from work, even writing work.
Have you ever walked into a room, then stopped, looked around, and forgotten why you went in there? Surprisingly, there is an explanation for this in science – the Doorway Effect. To put it simply (probably too simply), the mere act of walking from one room into another changes the context in which your brain is operating.
I believe this is a big part of why going to a coffee shop works for me. And why I used to be able to write at home, but have great difficulty now – I don’t have a dedicated office these days. But back when I lived with my parents, we had a dedicated ‘computer room.’ And when I lived in Las Cruces, I had a spare bedroom where I kept my computer.
I didn’t start going to the coffee shop until I moved to Denver. Every time I’ve had a 2nd bedroom since I’ve moved here, I’ve had a roommate. And now that my fiancee and I have moved into a 2-bedroom together, we’ve made the 2nd bedroom into a craft room. I was more than okay doing that, because at this point, I’ve gotten used to writing in a coffee shop, and even prefer it these days.
Which brings me to one other point that my friend M.L. Humphrey made in her blog: sometimes what worked before might not work now or later. And that’s okay.
Writing in a coffee shop works for me now, but it might not always.
Find what works. When you do, go with it. When it stops working, find something else that works. Life is ever-changing, ever-evolving. It’s up to you to keep the writing going.
Something I just thought of: when I was in high school, part of my routine for doing homework was to go into my bedroom, close the door, turn on the TV, and start working on my homework. If the TV wasn’t on, I had trouble doing my homework.
Again, shouldn’t it be the other way around? First, there’s the white-noise phenomenon. Some noise in the background helps me focus, where as no background noise is too ‘loud,’ and I suspect this is the case for many other people. It’s also why I put on ear buds and listen to Lindsey Stirling when I write (seriously, any other music usually distracts me too much.)
But I’m also wondering if this is part of the ‘separation of work and home.’ That routine of going to the same spot, turning on the TV, tuning out the rest of the world, and working on homework was the best way I could set my mind to ‘homework mode.’
So now I’m wondering…could finding a place at home, putting on earbuds, and tuning out the world around me allow me to write at home?
Due to the busy schedule ahead of us and the upcoming U.S. holiday, I won’t be able to write a blog today, and I probably won’t be able to next weekend either :( I’m really sorry!
However, I wanted to leave you all with some good news and with a question!
First the good news: I’ve completed the final edits for Rise of the Forgotten! I’m really excited about this, because there’s not much left for me to do before I can setup and order a proof copy! I’ve already purchased the license for cover art for books 1 through 3 and the cover art for Orc War Campaigns, so all I have left to do is finalize the maps!
And one other thing to finish, a part I’m struggling with…the “About The Author” page. I don’t like what I’ve written in the 1st editions of books 1 and 2, but I don’t know how to re-write it. I’ve already had one friend give me really good suggestions on facebook, but, my question to you all:
What are some of your favorite “About The Author” pages that you’ve read before? Or, if you’re a writer, what have you written for yours in the past?
Thanks for reading, and to those celebrating this weekend, Happy Thanksgiving!
Whenever I start actually writing the manuscript to a new novel, by that point it has been at least a year or two in the making (the one exception so far being the Chronicles of the Sentinels.) I first come up with the general idea, either for the story or for a character, and start to unravel the entire story surrounding that idea, as well as back story to go along with it.
So it shouldn’t surprise me, and yet it still does: I’m smack in the middle of 2nd edition edits, still need to finish writing the first draft of book 3 of The Sword of Dragons…and suddenly inspiration strikes, and I start unraveling the entire story for book 4 in my head!
Not to say I don’t already have a general idea of all six books anyway, but I mean actual full story details. And the best part is that I started coming up with the details when I started thinking to myself, “how can I start to give the supporting characters more attention?”
And it just started unraveling in my head like the story was already there in my mind, I just hadn’t brought it forward to my conscious thoughts yet.
What’s really exciting is that, just like with my 7-year run on my fan fiction, things that I wrote in the earlier books are coming together to create the new stories. Things that happened in the first 3 books as well as The Orc War Campaigns will become important in book 4…some things I didn’t even mean to make important later on!
I get so excited when this happens! I love that, somewhere in the back of my mind, everything is connecting together from the beginning and building on the foundational story.
The Importance of Supporting Characters
More and more, I’m learning just how important supporting characters are. Often times supporting characters become fan favorites in stories. Samwise Gamgee, for instance, or Ron Weasley.
In the past, this was something I struggled with. In my fan fiction, I focused a lot on the two main characters, the Captain and his first officer. To the suffering of all other supporting characters. I started to rectify this in the last two seasons, but I realized this was something I should have done from the get go.
For The Sword of Dragons, I tried to ensure I at least had good back stories setup for Reis, Sira, and Dalin. Yet I feel like I still haven’t given them the time and attention they deserve. That’s definitely changing starting in book 3, and most definitely now in book 4.
But, I have a question for everyone: are you usually willing to read a longer novel due to more time and attention being given to supporting characters? For instance, book 3 of the Sword of Dragons will have about 1/4 of the chapters devoted to Reis going on his own adventure without Cardin or Sira. Plus several other chapters branch off for other supporting characters.
All of these instances are integral to moving the main story line forward, and I think that’s probably the key: any time a novel goes to a perspective of another character, it must be with a legitimate purpose, and not ‘just because.’ What do you think?
Status of 2nd Edition Edits
I have less than 100 pages of edits left for Rise of the Forgotten, which means I’m more than 2/3rds through it!! :D I’m excited, I really like how the changes are affecting the flow, I think it’s making for a much more enjoyable story. Of course, that’s my own opinion, I just hope everyone who reads it will agree :)
Much to my surprise, so far I’ve reduced the word count of book 1 by 1400 words! I’m kind of glad to see this overall trend, though, mostly because I’m trying to get rid of redundant phrasing and make each paragraph have more impact.
I haven’t had time to work on maps. I also just realized that the artist doing my character sketches, Centalynn Artworks, should be back in country now, so I need to go back to review her latest iterations and make choices to send to her. I don’t currently plan to include any character sketches in the novels, but I’d love to have them on the website as soon as they are finished :)
That’s all for today, thanks for reading!
Life has become completely crazy this year, especially in the past few months since we had to move (and not exactly by choice, either.) Between the chaos and craziness that has been my day job this year, wedding planning, and moving, I’ve found myself with very little time and energy to write, or do much of anything writing-related.
It suddenly occurred to me how much I missed writing, and how I’ve had few good methods to help relieve stress. I remember one afternoon, while we drove to the grocery store, I turned to my fiancee and said, “I really need to find time to write regularly again.” It was out of the blue, but I figured there had to be some reason I felt compelled to say it.
And not long after, I realized why: writing is one of my biggest outlets. One of my biggest stress relief avenues. In fact in recent years, it has become the biggest. I no longer sing in choir, haven’t in years, and I don’t read as much as I’d like to, especially in the past 2 or 3 years. But writing, that has been my constant.
Even after we finish unpacking, the craziness isn’t likely to end anytime soon, we still have a long ways to go in our wedding planning, and work isn’t going to let up anytime soon.
While TV and video games still provide some outlet, they still don’t have the affect on me that writing does. They aren’t as powerful an outlet. They help me wind down at the end of the day, which is needed, but they aren’t writing.
Why Is It So Powerful?
I don’t really have a definitive answer to that question, but maybe we can figure it out right now. Storytelling has been a constant in my life, ever since I was a small child telling wild stories to my Great Grandma Marcis. It was fun. And then in 5th grade, I wrote my first short story, and have been hooked on writing ever since.
But somewhere after that, writing definitely became more than just a fun obsession. Just like choir, just like reading, just like video games, it allowed me to shut out the rest of the world and become engrossed in something else. With choir, when I sang, the world around me disappeared and my entire Universe became the director, the choir, and the audience. When reading, the characters on the page were my entire Universe. Same with video games.
But then, that still doesn’t explain why writing does more for me than any of those other outlets. It certainly didn’t always. I still remember how obsessed I became with Final Fantasy 7 when I first discovered it. Same with EverQuest.
I think it wasn’t until I moved to Colorado, when I finally broke a 4-year writer’s block and finished book one of the Sword of Dragons, that writing became something far more for me.
In the past 5 years, I’ve written 3 complete novels and am developing many more. The development, the writing, the publication process, it all makes me so happy! I obsess over my stories (ask my fiancee, once I get on a tangent about a story, I don’t stop talking about it!) and they feel like they need to be told. And that I need to be the one to tell them!
It’s my way of giving back to the world, I think, while at the same time giving myself something. I’m able to satisfy both my need for stories, both to experience and to tell, while giving the world stories.
Recently when watching the latest trailer for Star Wars The Last Jedi, it reminded me how great stories make me feel. And I love being able to make others feel that way. Maybe my stories aren’t as great as Star Wars – that’s not for me to decide. But who knows, someday, maybe someone will fall in love with my stories the same way I fell in love with Star Wars, or Star Trek, or Lord of the Rings.
That would be truly amazing :)
Thanks for reading, everyone!
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