Hey everyone!
I know it’s been a while since I wrote a blog on here, and I’m so sorry for that. I’ve been trying to ‘keep up with’ posting on Instagram and Facebook, and being the introvert that I am, that…pretty much is all the energy I have, when it comes to social media.
And I’m honestly not sure it’s worth it.
Instagram is no longer a photo app – it’s all about the videos. Scratch that, it’s all about the reels, which are limited to a minute and a half. Recording any meaningful content in that short amount of time? Not easy. And I had to take something like 30 to 60 takes each time, trying to get it right while compressing the topic to 90 seconds.
I think I might give up on that. While my initial foray into reels proved promising, with new followers and a couple of comments, it quickly died out, and is stagnant. Again.
I guess I just suck with social media. *shrug*
Burning Skies Audiobook Coming Soon!
It’s…been a battle. I intended to record one audiobook per month once I was furloughed from my day job. I succeeded with Rise of the Forgotten! Then I got sick for the month of November with a throat thing. Started recording in December, made pretty good progress, buuuut….grew increasingly frustrated with the noise in my neighborhood getting worse and worse.
And, well, things just kept getting delayed. I finally, finally finished recording Burning Skies in January, and started editing. Editing took a lot longer, because the noise I mentioned in my neighborhood? It meant that I had to re-record a bunch of sections.
But finally, as of last week, editing is finished! And I spent the first half of this week listening to Burning Skies “in the wild” to see how an average listener might listen to it. I found some minor things, about 6 chapters needed breaths removed throughout that somehow wasn’t audible during my editing phase, and a couple of lines needed re-recording, but all in all, I’m really happy with how it turned out!
Especially Nuuldan, the dark dragon? Oooh. I channeled Sam Witwer’s version of Darth Maul when I recorded those lines, and they came out sooooo good! I can’t wait for you all to hear it!
Yesterday, I uploaded all of the files to ACX, and submitted for approval! So, assuming no quality issues are detected by the ACX techs, Burning Skies should show up on Audible, Amazon, and iTunes in the next 2 weeks!
So despite the setbacks, I battled through, and completed my second Audiobook!
Now…what’s next?
Wellllllllllll….
Assessing The Situation and Adapting
So after all of the delays with Burning Skies, I knew I was running up against a wall, time-wise. My furlough only allowed me 3 months of paid-for insurance by my employer, and unemployment only allowed a little more than that. My plan had been to record Rise, then Burning, then start auditioning for jobs to actually get paid for my voice work.
That last part was originally supposed to start in December.
When I hadn’t finished recording Burning Skies until January, I knew my original plan was in big, big trouble.
Then I started looking into how much I could expect to get paid as a voice actor going through ACX, without an agent, without a director or producer or editor, with me doing all of it.
So here’s the thing. Audiobook narrators, and voice actors in general, don’t get paid for however long it takes them to do the job. We get paid for a product. We get paid Per Finished Hour of audio, or PFH.
Let’s say it takes me an hour to record a segment. That’s an hour of audio, right? Not necessarily, and especially not as a beginner. I make mistakes. I have to re-record. I’ve learned that, in order to keep my flow on a story, when I mess up, I just immediately re-do that line or wherever a good break is to edit later. Sometimes that’s only a little bit, and sometimes I mess up a lot.
Then, later, I have to go back and listen to and edit that hour. Editing involves cutting, adjusting, and generally takes 1.5x as long to do, at least for me (dunno if I’m missing some trick of the trade…) So that hour recording actually took 2.5 hours of my time to polish, and I may end up actually only having 50 minutes of a final product. Maybe more, maybe less.
As a beginner, as a nobody on the ACX platform, I could probably expect the lower end of pay for jobs, which is a range of $50 to $100 PFH.
Now, let’s do some math, yeah? I know, I hate math, too.
Rise of the Forgotten came out to about 10 hours finished. At the low end, that would mean $500, at the high end, $1000.
In theory, that should have taken me 25 hours to finish, with the 2.5x math, right? Less than a week, in theory.
It took me longer. A lot longer. It basically took me a month from beginning to end. Now granted, throughout that month, my voice started weak and I couldn’t record for 8 hours a day, so that’s probably why. Some days I could only do one or two chapters at most, my voice was still recovering from previous days of recording for 6 or more hours. That’s part of it, your vocal chords are a muscle that need to be strengthened over time. By the time I finished recording RotF, I was doing pretty good!
But it basically took me a month to finish.
Sooooo…if this was for someone else’s project? That’s $500-$1000/month. Before taxes, not counting medical insurance or anything. That’s it.
That is not enough to live off of, even in a dual-income home. Not even close.
So that has led to a…difficult decision.
Back to the Grind – Day Job
After figuring all of that out in January, and knowing that my medical and unemployment benefits were about to run out, I knew I had no choice – I had to go back to a day job.
I really, really didn’t want to.
And I’m so, so incredibly frustrated!!!! Of course my body decided to get a new illness in the middle of all of this! Of course I then had to re-build up my vocal chords afterwards and take longer than I should have to record Burning Skies! Of course everything had to fight me every single step of the way!
At least, that’s been my thoughts lately. I’m not happy about how it all played out. This…this was supposed to be my chance. This was supposed to be how I was able to become a full-time creative. I didn’t expect to get rich, I didn’t want to get rich, I just wanted a sustainable income!
Maybe, someday, I still can. It’ll be easier with ‘professional’ gigs, where I have an agent and a producer and I record my work, send it off for someone else to edit, and then move on to the next project. Maybe, but that’ll mean trying to get an agent to represent me, just for starters. That’s a big if.
But for now, I have to take care of myself and my family. I have to make sure we don’t end up on the streets. And let’s face it, with practically zero social safety nets in the U.S., that’d be a scary prospect.
So I started applying for jobs on indeed. Sys Admin jobs. It literally made me nauseous when I first started looking – I not only didn’t want to go back to a 9-5 job, I really didn’t want to go back to the immensely stressful Sys Admin career, where employers increasingly take advantage of employees, adding more and more work and hours without any added pay.
At one point, I started wondering about trying to find other jobs. Maybe as a proofreader or copy editor. I started looking at those jobs, and felt like I had a leg up on those, since my Bachelor’s degree was in English. But a lot of it was ‘gig’ work or temporary contracts, not a reliable source of income at all.
Then I thought…what about technical writing? I started looking into that. It looked…promising. I’d take a definite pay cut, tech writers aren’t paid nearly as much as sys admins, but it was more than I was getting from unemployment by a significant amount, and we’d already proven that, if we had to, we could make that work! So, why not go for it?
I posted on my private Facebook about thinking about going tech writing as a career, not really thinking anything about it. But then, that same day, an old co-worker called me up and said he was a manager on a program in dire need of a proper documentation program, and he knew and liked my work in that regard (I’ve always built up the documentation programs for any job I was a sys admin at), and he wanted to hire me!
A few weeks later, and here I am, about to start not just a new day job, but a new career!
I’m excited. I’m terrified. I’m anxious. I’m all over the board about it! But one thing is for sure – I’ll be glad to have a steady paycheck again.
For more than one reason.
What’s Next?
Remember how I was saying that my neighborhood was getting worse and worse with noise? Well, honestly, worse and worse in general. This apartment complex is utter shit, the management company that took over after we moved in is horrible (Seriously, second time Greystar has taken over an apartment while we lived there and turned it to shit! How are they surviving as a company??)
So with a steady paycheck again, we’re gonna move to a better apartment/neighborhood. One that doesn’t stress us out, and one that won’t interfere with my ability to record audio.
Until then? No more recording. It’s too frustrating.
But once I’m settled into my day job and get a new daily routine going, I will continue writing and publishing novels. The Sword of Dragons needs book 5, and Project Sirius book 2 needs to come out this year!
I don’t plan on publishing Sirius 2 until after we move, though.
I’m going to probably pull back from Instagram – it’s just not worth the effort I put into my videos, I get no engagement.
I’m probably going to delete my Patreon. Absolutely no one seems to give a shit about it or has any interest in supporting me through that platform, so no sense keeping it online.
But overall, for the next few months, I’m going to focus on two things – moving, and mental/emotional health.
I’ve worked for employers who don’t give two shits about me for too long. I’m hopeful that this new job won’t be like that (the manager’s a pretty cool guy!), but either way, I’m going to focus more on taking care of me, and being healthy and better.
I have no doubt that this new year is going to be full of even more change.
I’ll try to be better about keeping you all in the loop here. After all, this blog is a better avenue for that – I’m a writer! Writing is what I do best :)
Assuming anyone is still around reading this, and assuming anyone has read all the way to the bottom of this rather long post, thank you for your support and patience!
Until next time!
-Jon Wasik
In less than 10 hours, 2020 shall be upon us, and then all of the “2020 vision” jokes can stop! Or, you know, continue undaunted ;)
Unlike 2018, however, in 2019 I barely traveled. A couple of small road trips here and there, one of which was to see family, but otherwise our great focus was on finally getting out of apartments, and into a house of our own. It was effort, time, and money well spent, and while our little corner of Earth may not be perfect, it’s ours :)
Which led to an arthroscopic surgery, my first major surgery ever. In a way, it wasn’t too terribly invasive – two small cuts, one to stick a scope in, the other to stick instruments in to work on the hip. But it required a lot of work on my hip, including ‘tacking’ the labrum up, reshaping the bone, and generally cleaning things up in the hip. It essentially crippled me for several weeks, and a full recovery will take about six months.
If you’re lucky (or unlucky) enough to have read the 1st edition of Burning Skies (the old cover can be seen on the right,) you may remember the final battle against Nuuldan ending with Cardin basically watching someone else defeat the villain. In many respects, it was a Deus Ex Machina conclusion.
What is NaNoWriMo, you may ask? In the lovely month of November (read ‘lovely’ with sarcasm…I already miss summer,) writers across the globe will spend at least a little bit of time every single day of the month writing! The goal? For most, the standard NaNoWriMo is 50,000 words in November, which translates to about 1,667 words per day.
The dragons once numbered in thousands, were powerful, and the epitome of good in the Universe. Perhaps the one and only people that were ‘pure good’ rather than gray. And then they were all but wiped out after one of their own fell and corrupted others, taking the extreme opposite of good. In a Universe where no object or power is actually inherently good or evil, dragons are the exception. And now they are a mystery. A legend. A whisper. Everyone holds them in awe.
Granted there are many, many differences. In the Original Trilogy, we’re led to believe only two Jedi survived the great purge. In canon stories, we learn that there are at least two others who are separated from the Rebellion prior to A New Hope, Ahsoka Tano (one of my all-time favorites!) and Ezra Bridger. But still, that’s only four, and perhaps one or two others in official “Disney Canon.”
Throughout book 3, we’ll get to spend more time with the green dragon Endri, who sort of takes over the role that Dalin previously filled. Which of course will mean that Dalin will need to find his place in the grand scheme of things.
I’ve said it before – being a writer is a marathon, not a sprint. You have to be in it for the long haul. What I have to keep reminding myself is, this also applies to the goal of one day living off of writing.
A Writer at Heart 